ugh

after you come back from like a retreat or sumtin its weird slipping back into the mainstream
and yah

i mean cuz you feel just so diffrent but you come back and alot is still the same

Charm is deceptive and beauty is fleeting, the woman to be admires is the one that fears the lord god Proverbs30:31

or sumtin like that

ugh

Edit

ok i was going thourgh my posts i i just had to share some of the comments that i found that made my day

1/ said of my rabbit-hole analogy "well tell whoever is digginh to stop"

2/"its okay....when your old enough you can legally change your name, so no one knows!!!!"

3/"all guys should perish slowly and painfully in a fiery crushing black oblivion..............which i would be happy to supply"

4/her-"you guys were like a weapon of mass seduction , call the CIA man" me-"*laughing v.hard*" her- " no really you were like BAM"

5/"Can I live next door to you and be the creepy pidgeon lady?"

6/"I'll live across the street from you and Katie and be the lady with lipstick all over her face and bright orange hair and wild vinyl jogging suits."

7/"we'llbe the coolest old ladies ever

8/"And this is eric! annie has just tacken the good seat and she love you no really she absolutly loves you i think she's on the little yellow pill but nothing's happening here thought. hahaha annie just burned herself and im laughing.i think annie's PMSing"

9/"caveman you are......and your land suck as.....butt"

10/"

luaren...guess which test I took......just for luaghs and odd stares..

                                                            Jocks
Go team go! Most likely you're a cheerleader or on SOME sports team that supports your school, cuz your schools awesome! Just like that football/lacrosse/basketball/etc player thinks. They just LOVE it when a girl gets hyper at a pep rally, and they see you at EVERY SINGLE ONE! So, sweetie, after the game, go meet up with that hottie.. he's been waiting for you!

sounds more like you then my but hey....um...i'm not like that....nevermind......" thats got a little irony to it i think but most of you won't get it....

11/"'m detecting some hostility here..."

12/"Don't you think jumping in front of a car would have more of a 'killing us both' outcome rather than a 'saving your life' one?"

13/"(is cheer a sport...nope ) gotten into a fight with me?"

14/"Why are you saying, 'hello my ducks' when I am, for one, am not a duck but more of a penguin? "

15/"Don't cry! Think happy thoughts! Like... Wuthering Heights...? *gag* well, whatever makes you happy."

16/"You're such a playa! (Just like I'm such a gangsta!)"

17/"thank gosh i''m not yyour bf! *chills*....."

18/"Yeah,  Get your boyfriends straight. "

19/"And it was raining sweat... Good times, good times..."

20/"I blame school."

21/"Donuts are indeed dead. They ate apples didn't they?"

22/"What?! But you HAVE to come to Homecoming! Maybe your mom will change her mind! Just... be on your best behavior and stuff. Go hug a sibling or something!"

23/"You? Critisising people? Pffffft! Balderdash!"

24/"We... Won? That's weird.It's not obsessed, It's DEDICATED!"

while these may not seem that funny at some point they totally made my day and yeah

SWEET QUIZ RESULTS

You are a Believer

You believe in God and your chosen religion. Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu.. Your convictions are strong and unwavering. You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.

Your Seduction Style: Prized Object

The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get. You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them. The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase. You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away. You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance. Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't! You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors. Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor. You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for. Your Seduction Style: The Coquette You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue

i think the consensios is that i am a flirt

i personaly do not think this but whtever

am i?

EDIT

one last quiz

You scored as Lara Croft. A thrill-seeking, slightly unscrupulous, tough-as-nails archaeologist, Lara Croft travels the world in search of ancient relics perhaps better left hidden. She packs two Colt .45s and has no fear of jumping off buildings, exploring creepy tombs, or taking on evil meglomaniacs bent on world domination. Lara Croft 88% James Bond, Agent 007 71% Indiana Jones 63% Maximus 46% The Amazing Spider-Man 46% William Wallace 46% Captain Jack Sparrow 42% The Terminator 38% Batman, the Dark Knight 38% El Zorro 33% Neo, the "One" 33% Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0 created with QuizFarm.com

Beware the Ides of March

i am pumped for Saint Patricks Day

oh and the retreat

lol

i need SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP

but i'm not going to get it for a least anothe week

so whevr